The sky was blue. The kinda blue that makes you want to drown in it. The blue that makes you wonder. The blue mixed with white that gives you peace. It made her think. Who am I. The girl who I always thought I was.. Or someone else.. Someone hidden deep inside who's now longing to come out but is being held down by shakles of fear.. Of being judged.... Of the feeling... What if that's not... But what if it is... Nothings sure and nothings known. The vastness of the sky... Why am I here... Out of all the places I could have been.. What's the reason.. That one reason that we look for all our life... What does one do when you're unsure.. Not think abt it is what people say.. But is it possible.. It may be logical but does it work.. What do u do when you feel absolutely worthless ... Like you don't know what you're doing anymore or why you're doing it... The frustration.. The anxiety.. And again... The fear. Just the fear of not knowing.. Of the things that you know you don't know... Everything has a reason they say.. All's for the good.. But where's the peace in the good. The calm feeling that she longed for... Where was it lost.. Probably flew away with the beautiful wind she experienced standing there.. Watching the sky.. But why did it take the thing she loved away.. It could take away the frustration but it took away the peace. And now she's lost not knowing where or what she's doing anymore.
-Saphira